Yessenia Vargas

March 9th, 2015

Ms. Reyes

Middlesex blog post #4: Original Creative Respond
(Sarah= Obscure Object)

My feelings for Callie Stephanides had began to grow from the moment my sister Sarah introduced her. She was not one of the prettiest girls, or coolest I have seen but she sparked a feeling in me no one else did. She was smart, and mysterious. For the first time, I was able to touched Callie not just as her best friend’s brother but something more than that; her body felt smooth and her soft lips pressed down on mine. I was not experienced at all, and was unsure if I was doing it right but I wasn't worry because I knew Callie did not know much either. Once in a while I would look over at Rex and Sarah and try to imitate the movement of his hands, and mouth. As I kissed Callie, I opened by eyes a couple of times and saw Callie observing them as well, possibly for the same reason I did. As Rex pulled Sarah's underpants I copied him and did the same. I was afraid, as I did not know what to do or what to expected though I remember seeing the nude images of woman as well as the videos of them doing exactly what Callie and I were on the verge of doing. I continued imitating Rex's actions eventually inserting my penis into her vagina. As I looked down at Callie, I read pain in her eyes. The sensation that came from this action was the best feeling I have ever endured. Callie pushed me away, I did not understand what I did wrong, and I thought we were both enjoying it. I looked at Callie and only observed pain and disappointment in her eyes, while I felt satisfaction, and victory.